After the party, Jun-Tsu found herself restless. In spite of her day, the shift in time had still not fully settled. She walked the grounds of Lord Orethion's estate, with a listless demeanor. Bereft of direction, grasping at shadows, she wondered if this was truly how those first jen'jedai had felt after leaving the libraries and training halls of the early
jedai.
She sighed into the night air and looked up at the sky. For a long moment she just stood silent, hands draped to her sides. Minutes ticked by and she continued to stand in the cold and the dark. She let her mind feel the Force around her. She sought out the dark light that dwell, all around her. She felt the ever-present power of the Dark Side, ever since the Night of Terrors. Where once it might have given her comfort, she now pushed it away.
It was like smoke, or ichor. It clouded the Dark Side to her, not revealed it. She placed her hands into mudra taught by her family. Mystic gestures meant to focus the mind and channel the Dark Side.
Reveal yourself to me. She thought into the ether. Her face remained placid, but her hands grew more claw-like as though seeking to tear into the fabric of reality.
REVEAL YOURSELF TO ME!Force - 3eF (Channel Agony; -2 wounds, +1 Dark Side) - 1 Light Side, 3 Dark